John Chapter 21

Like Peter, I've sometimes faltered in my loyalty to Christ, choosing self-preservation over faith and feeling the heavy weight of guilt as a result. I've denied Him outright in moments of weakness, seeking comfort in sin instead of in His grace. Yet, just as with Peter, Jesus's mercy has restored me—guiding my heart to repentance and rekindling my love for Him. But even after experiencing restoration, doubts tend to creep in—fears that I might fall again, insecurities that push me to measure my faith against others. I see echoes of Peter's struggles in my own reflection.

Peter once boldly vowed to follow Jesus to the very cross. And while he did walk that path—though only after many years—John was the disciple who remained close to Jesus until the very end. In fact, Jesus entrusts His mother to John, a testament to his unwavering devotion. I relate to the shame and jealousy Peter might have felt towards John—longing for reassurance, craving affirmation of my commitment.

But here's the incredible truth about Christ: He doesn't compare us or measure our worth against others. He has uniquely crafted our journey, calling each of us to follow Him simply and earnestly. We have all fallen short, turning away at times to the allure of sin. Yet, don't let the shadows of others' faith diminish your vision of Jesus. Keep your eyes fixed on Him, and respond with faith when you hear His call: "Follow Me!"

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